My father's words before getting on a train to Toronto

The puzzle revealed only when you are ready.  This is the first day my father truly admitted his feelings and motivation for me.  I had never heard my father talk to me in this way of truth.  For once in 25 years I felt this positive energy of love from him and balance.  My father had always loved his chldren but he lacked from the ability to show it. 

Since a young age my father and I were always close to each other, working in the garage, scraping windows for window tinting, going in car ride for estimates for jobs, listening to his oldies music play on the radio as he would work on his passion of (go-karts).  My father is a great man, who has gone through transformational changes after his mother's death.  He tried to hold onto his mother's death for so long due to getting into an argument before she died and words were never remended.

My mother who is always positive has gone through so much mental abuse from my father and I being the youngest had to hear it all the time, and found it hard to concentrate on my studies, went out drinking most of the time so I didn't have to hear or be around his presence.  It is quite obvious my father was and still is going through changes of running his own business and being stressed out all the time and using my mother and his children as his punching bag for words at home.

Nonetheless, all the children left the home as soon as University came around. My father was hard on us and my mother gave us the love and equll balance but if I must compare myself to others around me, I am so far ahead in the future with my independance becasue of my parents.

They love me and my sister and brother so much, so I made a vow to myself to go see them every two months instead of twice a year.  Parents are just unconditional love that bring me back to who I am.

My father said something really great to me today "I want to see you come back with a thousand dollar clothing" meaning to me to be successful in whatever I do but my reply to him was "I am happy who I am".

Love and Light

Margaret